| ok i feel sad and bad for a friend. i guess we knew we liked each other, but he didnt really do anything. cause now i have a bf...got back with ex...but gah if he just acted upon it...maybe something different might happen, but i dont think that relationship would last very long. i mean we come from two different world. sometimes i feel when im around him i have to act a certain way or esle my flaws will be shown and he will not like it. well hope all is well. |
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| this weekend is the best because i went to irvine. yay...i got to visit someone that i miss a lot. like super duper ultra mega miss a lot. feels like old times and brings back happy memories. wow...irvine is so much nicer cause their university town center has so much more stuff then our uv. gah wow...our place, you cant go anywhere without a car. anyways... i guess watever happens happens. i wish upon a star... |
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| so...for some odd reason i only write down sad stuff on my xanga. hahaha its kind of like a private journal, but not really cause some of you guys still read this. yay going to irvine tomorrow, but im just hoping for the impossible. well...hope everything is going to be kool and fun. |
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| so anyways thanksgiving weekend is all kool. i really just wish i was in high school again. i wish senior would just stay there and go on repeat again and again. maybe i want that because i just want to be in the arms of my ex bf again. amanda chao...i thought we forgot all about this wilson yang person when we went to college. well...hanging with him this weekend and gah losing my music note necklace... made me remembered all those good memories. plus i lost my necklace so its like losing a part of him too. its pretty sad...='( this situation makes me cry
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| from time to time i still think about it. how great it would be just to see your face and feel your hugs again. sigh =/
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